As far as my remarks are concerned, they are what I experienced as a truth in my long life process. Our individual soul impressions and life tasks are as diverse as the paths we go. Nevertheless, many experiences match with those of other mystics, or mother and Satprem and their transformation process.
One can believe my descriptions or not, I have no profit of it. I do not get donations or any kind of recognition for this site. It costs time and labor and is progressing more and more slowly because of the temporary pain in my own physical transformation. So I have no reason to spread untruths. But both the subject matter and the people are important to me. If it is understood, unnecessary suffering can be prevented.
It is much more important to find out where you are standing in the moment of your life. In order to clarify the difference between knowledge and faith, one can deal with the following questions: "Do I know, for example, that Jesus Christ has lived, is it the truth, or is it only because I have been told?"
As long as one had no experience of God, no summit experience with him which is really possible, one can only believe it, but not know. And one cannot prove it at all. Just as much as love for your children, your mother or other people.
People have always had spiritual experiences because they are part of our being. We have a right to it. They have only been more or less denied or oppressed, especially in the Western world, as not adequately "religious". Something completely natural appears to other people as "mystical" or even suspicious. We are „mystics“.
If we now read books on spiritual experiences, and our time has come, a gentle string of recognition sounds in us. These inner messages are always very subtle and quiet. It is unnecessary to emphasize that we must also be quiet to notice them, at least from time to time.
One recognizes whether one is consciously longing for the Divine Consciousness, or was called upon to the "spiritual path", because then one does not let go of the theme and it is more and more in the focus. One reads one book after another about the subject, visits spiritual seminars, begins to meditate and feels an inner longing, which cannot longer be satisfied by worldly things. And this is not a longing for "philosophizing about" but an inner desire to become One with the Divine.
Our changed behavior cannot be concealed in the long term. Then it becomes exhausting for a while, because you rarely are faced with understanding when you talk about it. There are too few people who are sincerely seeking. Besides that most people tend to prefer those which are on the same wavelength.
It is very likely that one soon is given a first summit experience or a personal God experience. Mostly it still needs meditation quietness that they are able to make their way out of our inner self into our day-consciousness. It is typical that in the first experiences we meet the spiritual leaders who correspond to our striving or culture. These touches are connected with love, joy, bliss, security, light, vastness and absolute clarity, which are not subject to oblivion, like f.i. dreams. The experience expands in all directions; it actually extends into another dimension, which cannot be captured by our daily consciousness. When it comes to the path of Supramental Transformation, physically perceptible symptoms occur very quickly.
It is a drawback to talk about valuable spiritual experiences which were intended only for ourselves, since their energy then quickly evaporates in the outside. The case is different if they go further back and are completed.
Normally these experiences are not permanent. Our mental being gains strength only gradually, in order to get the guidance of our outer being with all its desires, worries, fears and impulses. Over time, it becomes painful to lose these spiritual connections again and again, which intensifies the effort. I assume this is exactly what is wanted.
I can assure everybody that it is always possible to live in a meditative state, for a long time also in everyday life, at work, even during speaking. That you have to be in trance is a myth. It is only after a certain progress of transformation that physical stability decreases and one has to retreat.
I found myself on the way of Supramental Transformation without ever having read anything about it. My devotion has been only to the Divine Consciousness for a variety of reasons, which have to do with distrust in spiritual teachers. (Often rightly, as it turned out later.)Basically it is still so today. The truth on which spiritual path I was led was revealed to me very late, when the physical burdens reached a measure that massively restricted a functioning in the world (see me-page). The experiences were absolutely identical to those described by Mother and Satprem during their own transformation. In this context the protective hand of Sri Aurobindo and the Mother was experienced as a reality and the study of her works became indispensable. Nevertheless, I have unnecessarily learned the hard way in many times during painfully transformation phases, as they were extended because of my inner distrust and resistance to accept the help of Sri Aurobindo and Mother. The fact is that they are the ones that lead through this transformation and know best what support we need in which situation.
This new evolutionary path is a great challenge and not without danger as Sri Aurobindo already remarked. Nobody would risk it as a joke or in a drive for recognition. It does not only enormously challenge the body and the psyche but in the beginning especially the intellect. Therefore and because of the exhausting and globally frightening events we all live in, I felt the need to make this knowledge available, in a simple and understandable way. What happens to me, more and more people will experience in a similar way, that is an unavoidable fact.
Basically there is no other way to find out the truth than to surrender to it. No one can "give" it to another, in the sense that the other "possesses" it. One can only report about one’s experiences.
The absolute truth is the Divine Consciousness. It cannot be achieved or worked out through control of the mind, but only by overcoming the border of the mind. When surrender reaches a certain point the truth will be revealed to you as a concrete experience. In some people this transformation has already begun in different forms, without they are realizing it.
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